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「船」

昨晚看了「王德順–最炫東北人」在「一席」演說的視頻,才知道王德順這個人大有來頭。他不只是一位頂尖的藝術家,他可是中國的活寶。 在演講最後,他以白樺的一首詩「船」做結束語。我哭了。 我有過多次這樣的奇遇, 從天堂到地獄只在瞬息之間; 每一朵可愛、溫柔的浪花, 都成了突然崛起、隨即傾倒的高山。 每一滴海水都變臉變色, 剛剛還是那樣美麗、蔚藍; 旋渦糾纏著旋渦, 我被拋向高空又投進深淵…… 當時我甚至想到過輕生, 眼前一片苦海無邊; 放棄了希望就象放棄了舵柄, 在暴力之下只能沈默和哀嘆。 今天我才有資格嘲笑昨天的自己, 為昨天落葉似的惶恐感到羞慚; 虛度了多少年華, 船身多次被礁石撞穿…… 千萬次在大洋里撒網, 才捕獲到一點點生活的經驗, 才恍然大悟, 啊!道理原是如此淺顯: 你要航行嗎? 必然會有千妖百怪出來阻攔; 暴虐的欺凌是它們的遊戲, 製造滅亡是它們唯一的才幹。 命中注定我要常常和它們相逢, 因為我的名字叫做船; 面對強大於自身千萬倍的對手, 能援救自己的只有清醒和勇敢。 恐懼只能使自己盲目, 盲目只能誇大魔鬼的猙獰嘴臉; 也許我的樣子比它們更可怕, 當我以生命相拼,一往無前! 只要我還有一根完整的龍骨, 絕不駛進避風的港灣; 把生命放在征途上, 讓勇敢來決定道路的寬窄、長短。 我完完全全的自由了, 船頭成為埋葬它們的鐵鏟; 我在波浪中有節奏地跳躍, 就象蕩著一個巨大的鞦韆。 即使它們終於把我撕碎, 變成一些殘破的木片; 我不會沈淪,決不! 我還會在浪尖上飛旋。 後來者還會在殘片上認出我, 未來的詩人會喟然長嘆: “這裡有一個幸福的靈魂, 它曾經是一艘前進著的航船……”   當我聽到他朗誦這首詩時,我感觸到這首詩描述了三年前的我。我當時有想過輕生能否解決問題等等。那時我也寫了一篇博文–The Abyss of Depression…

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Breakup – A True Story

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Jarvis’ March

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Just One Last Dance

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The Autumn

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The Autumn Mist

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Mission 1: Hong Kong

I arrived in Hong Kong on the night of June 13th. The next day, my friend took me out for a dimsum breakfast nearby his house. On the way going for breakfast! 😎 A photo posted by Adrian Hoe (@hoeadrian) on Jun 14, 2016 at 10:04am PDT     Our delicious dimsum breakfast. Dimsum for…